compromise

a compromise has been reached! wowee. i thought the day would never come.
anyway. while i spent most of the weekend lying in bed after picking up a cold (from walking through heavy rain i think), i've been thinking.
you know what i've been thinking?
i just wish that someone would tell me that i am not being silly when i say i still care, or still offering defense when someone hurls verbal abuse at the person, or when i still dont forget, or when i say its my fault and not the person's or when i keep saying the person is special. i wish.
oh. i also wish i had another image hosting place for this background since it sometimes doesnt appear at all.